?

is this really what I want for myself ? I don't know . . .
should I end it now or should I continue ?
what's best ?
. . .

if only I knew.

maybe I am using too much of brain power thinking of the future. . . maybe I should stop lingering around and start from somewhere.
maybe I am simply not suited to this. Incontrovertibly wrong decision maybe.

maybe just maybe.





-seo soon heng a.k.a Casanovaheng a.k.a brother Christopher